alone

by intricated

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1.
wallowing in dirt God, why should i why should i fall in love again it'll just hurt me why not send joy instead of pain God, i can't understand you and why should i but what's the meaning of this throwing me from pain to pain from bottom to bottom and never to the top to the top there's no reason for doing this what's the reason of all the pain from grief to grief again and again God, why, i just ask why what's the reason of the loneliness of wallowing in dirt of falling in love again and again and again and again why, why, why i've never wanted any of this never wanted to waste all this time wasting all my life on these nothings God, what's the meaning of this life this waste of space and energy God, why create a life for the waste of it God, i've only got this life so why do you waste it maybe i've got an eternity but if it's like this i wouldn't want it anyway i don't want this waste or what you call it what do you really call it life...
2.
someone else 12:17
someone else i didn't want to be alone and it should never have been an option i didn't choose to be alone and i didn't even have a choice i didn't dream to be alone but you left me with no choice i didn't seem to be alone while all of the time you were someone else i didn't strive to be alone but you silently waited for me to be someone else i didn't plan to be alone but you treacherously grabbed the first chance of someone else i've wasted all these years with you i could have been with someone real you've thrown away all these years with you with your breach of promise your vow was false you are false you were someone else you were false you are someone else i didn't dream to be alone but you left me with no choice i didn't seem to be alone while all of the time you were with someone else
3.
silent face 09:07
silent face no one here to understand no one to sympathize no one here to take my hand no one to paralyze no one here to care about no one to share no one here to go far out when i'll be there all around those silent faces all around the dead they all express this nothing and nothing you'll ever get all around those silent faces all around the dead they all express this nothing and nothing you'll ever get no one here to understand no one to call my own no one here to take my hand no one when i'm alone no one here to touch so softly no one to kiss no one here too much but honestly no one here to miss all around those silent faces all around the dead they all express this nothing and nothing you'll ever get all around those deadly bodies all around the bored they all express this nothing at all and always just want some more from no one at all at all at all at all
4.
closure 08:24
closure there is no more i can do i've tried my best not to see through all the hidden signs in the things you do there is nowhere i can hide i've tried my best to deny all the subtle points in the words you say i wish it wasn't obvious i wish i didn't see it all end if only i could maintain this illusionstore don't want to know for sure it's all over now there's a tension in the air a distance between our chairs as we sit together silently there's a sadness in the smile that never reaches your eyes as you kill your cigarette, get up and go i wish it wasn't obvious i wish i could pretend i was wrong if only i could disprove disillusion i dont want to know for sure it's all over now
5.
another name 13:07
another name i want to be in love with you though i don't know who you are i want to kiss you though i don't know the size of your lips i want to hold your hand though i don't know how it is i want to look into your eyes whether they're blue or brown or green or grey i want to tell you that I love you though I don't know who you are i just want to be your dog i just want to be faithful to you i don't know who you are i want to hold your body close to mine though i don't know what shape it's got i want to make love to you though i don't love you i don't care who you are i don't care what you are i just care who i am i just care how i look i just care how i feel i don't care how you feel i just want to be a dog i just want to be somebody's dog i just want to be somebody's dog i don't care who you are i am selfish the size of your lips the colour of your eyes it's just another name ... another name ...
6.
find like 08:55
find like so give up no one will ever fulfil my demands i'll never find someone that much like me so just give up don't even try it'll never last, i know it won't you can never be what i want you to be so break down and cry but you'll have to be me to be what i want you to be you'll have to change me to be what i want you to be so just give up all you can give is love but that will never, ever be enough i'll just want more from you more than love understanding maybe it describes what i want but all i get from you now is misunderstanding but you'll have to be me to understand like i do but you'll have to change me to understand like i do so just give up so just give up 'cause you'll have to be me to be what i want you to be so break down and cry but you'll have to change me to understand like i do so just give up
7.
evertrain 14:42
evertrain could it be true that it is possible to find myself in love again with you let's catch a train and talk for hours until the sun rises over our graves let's hold eachothers hands and gaze for hours until the trails run out and our hearts gives in and the fires outside won't come to harm us the trails are locked when the worlds cave in

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3rd album by intricated

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released December 27, 2007

[1], [2], [3], [5] and [6] written & composed by lukas·ex
[4] written by lynge / lukas·ex & composed by daniel / lynge / lukas·ex
[7] written by daniel / lynge / lukas·ex & composed by daniel
vocals by lynge / lukas·ex | produced by lukas·ex
photos by michael birkbak | cover design by lukas·ex

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