apousia

by ξ

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1.
absence 14:14
absence disorder these empty spots they fill up everything grabbing around itself occupy hours intrude the time dysfunctional this futility reigns the energy shatters intensity spoil the concentration devoid come back want you back
2.
crater 14:14
crater you’re a crater inside as you’ve turned real and distance in reality is a crater inside and it has to stay fluid where impression didn’t solidify and i look for every solid spot to find out who you are
3.
distinction 17:26
distinction i saw the sky clouds rapidly fleeing reversed in motion pictures a still and disappears and the horses came crashing manicly stealing away everyone leaving the devout in heaven but nothing’s perfect nothing’s happiness nothing’s heaven there is no heaven disappointment in my face and you look at me like lovers do come to me like lovers do and turn away from me transient in the crowd you’re modified into another girl the distinctions disappear vanish in my heart you’re no one at all you’ve vanished in my heart there is no you there was no you disappointment in my face
4.
shattered 14:14
shattered excuse me for fleeing excuse me for running away but this revelation is too fatal too drastic too terrifying to repress it’s like you’ve changed it’s like you’re sane it’s like i’ve believed in you in vain insane it’s like you’ve reversed it’s like you’re inverted ha ha i’m going insane my past is shattered my basis disappeared i believed in your honesty i thought you loved me ha ha ha ha
5.
dwell in fear so this is the end of this this permanent disintegration of lovers for a heart time i will kiss goodbye all my dreams of integration you haven’t ever been mine and this is the end of vulnerable devotion of a girl in unreachability i will push it to death my hope of emotion have to obey reality goodbye, my love you weren’t ever what i wished you to be goodnight, my love i will dwell in fear built within the heart of me disappointment dispair disillusionary words of empty hours i have to kiss you goodbye

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released October 31, 1997

composed, written, programmed, produced, engineered, mixed and designed by lukas·ex, vocals by lynge
silentbeing 1997, remastered 2018

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