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absence
14:14
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absence
disorder
these empty spots
they fill up everything
grabbing around itself
occupy hours
intrude the time
dysfunctional
this futility
reigns the energy
shatters intensity
spoil the concentration
devoid
come back
want you back
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crater
14:14
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crater
you’re a crater inside
as you’ve turned real
and distance in reality
is a crater inside
and it has to stay fluid
where impression didn’t solidify
and i look for every solid spot
to find out who you are
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distinction
17:26
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distinction
i saw the sky
clouds rapidly fleeing
reversed in motion
pictures a still
and disappears
and the horses came
crashing manicly
stealing away everyone
leaving the devout
in heaven
but nothing’s perfect
nothing’s happiness
nothing’s heaven
there is no heaven
disappointment in my face
and you look at me
like lovers do
come to me like lovers do
and turn away
from me
transient in the crowd
you’re modified
into another girl
the distinctions disappear
vanish in my heart
you’re no one at all
you’ve vanished in my heart
there is no you
there was no you
disappointment in my face
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shattered
14:14
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shattered
excuse me for fleeing
excuse me for running away
but this revelation is too fatal
too drastic
too terrifying to repress
it’s like you’ve changed
it’s like you’re sane
it’s like i’ve believed in you
in vain
insane
it’s like you’ve reversed
it’s like you’re inverted
ha ha
i’m going
insane
my past is shattered
my basis disappeared
i believed in your honesty
i thought you loved me
ha ha ha ha
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dwell in fear
14:14
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dwell in fear
so this is the end of this
this permanent disintegration
of lovers
for a heart time
i will kiss goodbye
all my dreams of integration
you haven’t ever
been mine
and this is the end
of vulnerable devotion
of a girl
in unreachability
i will push it to death
my hope of emotion
have to obey
reality
goodbye, my love
you weren’t ever
what i wished
you to be
goodnight, my love
i will dwell in fear
built within
the heart of me
disappointment
dispair
disillusionary words
of empty hours
i have to kiss you
goodbye
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