apousia

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released October 31, 1997

composed, written, programmed, produced, engineered, mixed and designed by lukas·ex, vocals by lynge
silentbeing 1997, remastered 2018

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Track Name: absence
absence

disorder
these empty spots
they fill up everything
grabbing around itself
occupy hours
intrude the time

dysfunctional
this futility
reigns the energy
shatters intensity
spoil the concentration
devoid

come back
want you back
Track Name: crater
crater

you’re a crater inside
as you’ve turned real
and distance in reality
is a crater inside

and it has to stay fluid
where impression didn’t solidify
and i look for every solid spot
to find out who you are
Track Name: distinction
distinction

i saw the sky
clouds rapidly fleeing
reversed in motion
pictures a still
and disappears

and the horses came
crashing manicly
stealing away everyone
leaving the devout
in heaven

but nothing’s perfect
nothing’s happiness
nothing’s heaven
there is no heaven

disappointment in my face

and you look at me
like lovers do
come to me like lovers do
and turn away
from me

transient in the crowd
you’re modified
into another girl
the distinctions disappear
vanish in my heart

you’re no one at all
you’ve vanished in my heart
there is no you
there was no you

disappointment in my face
Track Name: shattered
shattered

excuse me for fleeing
excuse me for running away
but this revelation is too fatal
too drastic
too terrifying to repress

it’s like you’ve changed
it’s like you’re sane
it’s like i’ve believed in you
in vain
insane
it’s like you’ve reversed
it’s like you’re inverted

ha ha
i’m going
insane
my past is shattered
my basis disappeared

i believed in your honesty
i thought you loved me
ha ha ha ha
Track Name: dwell in fear
dwell in fear

so this is the end of this
this permanent disintegration
of lovers
for a heart time
i will kiss goodbye
all my dreams of integration
you haven’t ever
been mine
and this is the end
of vulnerable devotion
of a girl
in unreachability
i will push it to death
my hope of emotion
have to obey
reality

goodbye, my love
you weren’t ever
what i wished
you to be
goodnight, my love
i will dwell in fear
built within
the heart of me
disappointment
dispair
disillusionary words
of empty hours
i have to kiss you
goodbye

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