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don't tell me you love me
when you just love the habit
don't tell me you're sorry
when you're really just ashamed
don't tell me you regret
when you got what you wanted
don't tell me you suffer too
when you have chosen your path
don't tell me you loved me
it was just fascination
don't tell me i'm wrong
when you are false
don't tell me i was special
when you wished for the ordinary
don't tell me i'm unique
when you are fake
don't tell me you're proud to know me
when you wanted to change me
don't tell me you're proud to have known me
when you couldn't live with who i am
don't tell me you're glad to have been with me
you just abused me
don't tell me you know me
i see you never listened at all
don't tell me you understand
you've got no clue at all
don't tell me our time was good
you have poisoned the past
don't tell me i had it coming
don't try to avoid responsibility
don't tell me it was meant to be
don't try to justify the pain
don't tell me it wasn't real
when you broke the promises
don't tell me you're not to blame
your treachery has no excuse
don't tell me it was accidental
it just doesn't happen by mistake
don't tell me you didn't mean to
when nobody forced you
don't tell me we're both to blame
when i suffer your consequence
don't tell me you still care
when it's just to ease your pain
don't tell me you care
it's only for yourself
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atrocity
09:42
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atrocity
all the things i said
in the beginning of this nightmare
before i knew the night would be dark and long
and the terrors would sustain
and the horrors would intensify
before i realized the profoundness of your deception
i don't mean any of it no more
all the things you said
when you unveiled this nightmare
you knew all along that you wouldn't stay
but you allured a hope
insisted indetermination
that you were contemplating your decision
you didn't mean any of it at all
of all the things you did
as you inflicted this nightmare
when you autonomously engaged in atrocity
to seal your path
and condemn our unity
still you tried to hide your dishonesty
and pass on the blame for disruption
in all the things you did
having started this nightmare
you waited for me to end it all
but you miscalculated me
i actually loved you
and i mistook you for being sincere
you had planned for termination
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no escape
12:58
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no escape
i hate you
i wish i had never met you
i wish you had never deceived me to believe
that you were like me
you have made me unfit for happiness
as your resemblence implies a source of evil
you've poisoned my mind with rational distrust
i despise you
i should never have engaged with you
never have entrusted you my nakedness
you have deprived me the chance of exclusive intimacy
i am forever stained with you
but you could start all over on a path of your own choosing
while i am forced to continue in the slagger you left behind
(trying to convince myself that i start all over again)
stay away from me
you have instigated my latent violence
stay far away from me
you have fuelled the potential of my darkest side
and it is not getting better
it just gets ugly in different ways
and if i meet you in heaven i'll kill you
so go to hell you put me there
did you really think you could get away with it ?
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αειφυγια
17:51
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