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from in somnium by fuschia

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i hide my face
in clutching hands
stoddering through my insides
wavering in something i can’t understand
somehow there must be
a reasonable explanation
only i haven’t been told
why a perfect girl
married to horrible pictures
is gnawing away my control
i’m unable to maintain my reason
as i feel

i clutch my hands
in a hidden face
as distance became
both enemy and friend
my desire of knowledge
became a battling rage within
and as the development
into a longing to care
into a phobia of caring
my turn is final
as i seal

my easily accessible wide open face
gives my hands away to her
‘cause my enjoyable solitude
i would rather spend with her
trying to figure out
her complicated way
of being uncomplicated
but as she speaks to me
i tried to think
i know how it began
and how it ends
but that alone doesn’t make any sense
i’m raving through my insides
passing things i nolonger care to understand
and only babbling thoughts makes sense
‘cause i frightenly realise
the sky turning to change
into blue happiness
i’m struggling not to become any weaker
as i leal

i have broken my face and left my hands alone
like i always do
by reading page one
and then the last chapter too soon
it always ends in pointlessness
i regret
i burned the pages in between again
as i kneel again

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from in somnium, released December 12, 2000
lyrics by peter & music by lukas·ex

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