i never wanted this
i never really wanted this
what good is isolation
when i am longing for communication
and what good is communication
when i suffocate
and i never wanted this
i never wanted any of this
i never really wanted this
yet it is all i want but this
intensity encycles me and i
suffocate in choking air
too close too intimate too strong
i struggle to be free but it
kills me cause i want it to be and i
suffocate i
suffocate
i can’t bear the thought to leave it alone
and i can’t bear the thought to carry on
cause by time it will be stronger
and by time it will be closer
and i
will slowly suffocate
i thought that step by step
i’d get used to it
cause i really wanted it
i really wanted all of it
that was really what i wanted
but i was wrong
credits
from isolation,
released January 5, 1997
lyrics and music by peter ~ vocals and guitar by peter ~ programming by lukas ex
The German artist's so-called "digital psychedelic journey" infuses sterling classical and jazz forms with trippy, tuneful synth melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable May 5, 2024